Day 91 of 365 Days of Pictures

After 90 days of pictures I decided it was time to take one of me.  I got out the tripod and set the timer.  Of course before that I had to actually look presentable for a picture. This meant I had to put on some thing other than my normal day to day clothes that consist of a tank top and lounge pants, no makeup and my hair in a ponytail.  I had to put on makeup and do something with my hair.  I forgot how much time that took.  Now if you saw me on a normal day you would think this picture and me are two different people.  I will say I felt great getting out of my normal clothes, doing my hair and makeup.  I have been feeling really down about the way I look.  I am just not happy with my appearance right now.  I am at the same weight I was when Vivian was 3 months old and not happy about it.  Sure I can diet and exercise, but I have no willpower or motivation to workout.  I was determined to lose some weight while Pablo was out of town.  I did good the first 2 weeks and I was exercising but then I got bored with it and stopped.  I have been doing good with what I eat.  Since Pablo hasn't been here I haven't been buying cookies or baking except for bread.    I can't do much exercising right now due to my ankle still healing and hurting when I am on my feet too much.  I just need to either be happy with the "new" me or actually do something about it.